January 2011
Everyone keeps hating on 2010, but complete mental breakdown aside 2010 has been pretty good to me. <3
Since I spazzed and took New years eve off instead of new years day and can’t properly party tonight I have decided to spend the day high and eating fantastic things.
Yumi is truly devastated because today is the first day in months that neither my mother or asshole have been home.
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December 2010
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Stolen from someone I just started following, for some of my new followers <3
Name: Lys
Date of Birth: 6.14.1986
Birthplace: Winchester MA
Current Location: Burlington MA
Eye Color: shit brown
Hair Color: RED
Height: 5’11
Heritage: Polish, Native american, french canadian
Piercings: Ears(5), Nostril
Tattoos: Goldfish
Favorite: Band/Singer: Currently very into P!nk
Movie: Silence of...
Maybe my standards are too high?
Or maybe the problem is that I have standards at all.
This medication takes so much out of me. I’m just as emotional I just don’t have the energy to act on it, which on frustrates me more.
I’m going to play some video games before bed and hope I can sleep through the rest of the week.
Everyone keeps saying how terrible 2010 was, but I feel It can only go down from here.
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morethanfive asked: I'm following you because that post you submitted was so inspirational.
And I happen to think that you are gorgeous. :D
And I happen to think that you are gorgeous. :D
This has been the most fun I have had on a christmas eve in as long as I can remmeber.
I am so fortunate to be blessed with the individuals I call my friends.
Tonight I felt like a kid again as many of the nigths I’ve had recently.
For once I feel like I’m making up for all those years friendless as a child.
The people in my life are the greatest gift I have ever been given and I...
morethanfive asked: I'm following you because that post you submitted was so inspirational.
And I happen to think that you are gorgeous. :D
And I happen to think that you are gorgeous. :D
I truly hate the hollow zombie these medications have made me but i cant function anymore without them
Went out with the girls to see Black Swan tonight.
It reminded me how much I enjoyed dancing as a child.
I wanted to be a dancer, but being fat most of my life my mother didn’t think I had the self control for it.
She enrolled me in gymnastics instead to see how I handled that.
I have all the balance and grace of a hippo and gymnastics was constant frustration and embarassment for me.
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I knew of two sisters whose name it was Christmas
And one was named Dawn of course, the other one was named Eve
I wonder if they grew up hating the season
Of the good will that lasts till the Feast of St. Stephen
For that is the time to eat, drink and be merry
‘Til the beer is all spilled and the whiskey is flowed
And the whole family tree you neglected to bury
Are feeding...
Fell UP the stairs tonight.
Bruised and dented shin and now both of my feet hurt.
Finally got the tree up, it’s enormous.
There was a lunar eclipse tonight, but it’s much too cloudy/snowy to see :(
I’m beginning to feel a bit christmassy, but I still wish it were over.
I plan on being intoxicated as soon as I get out of work christmas eve until whenever I have work again.
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“I would love to believe that when I die I will live again, that some thinking,...”
– Carl Sagan, who passed away on this day in 1996.
(See also: #sagan forever.)
I don’t care about presents.
If I can give just one person I love a happy Christmas then that is all I need.
Fell down the stairs today, hurt my back.
Just want to sleep, but I can’t get comfortable.
THANK GAHHD I’m not working tomorrow.
Somehow got stuck working Christmas eve, WHO IS FOOD SHOPPING ON CHRISTMAS EVE?
I plan to sleep all over the house (and hopefully get some shopping done)
After Christmas I’ve decided to finally get my tattoo priced.
For that reason and many more I...
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I just want to dig a whole for me to crawl into and die with my pill organizer.
TO DO: Get aesthetically pleasing pill organizer.
I miss London
My horoscope for yesterday
All of a sudden, you’re feeling quite emotional — and even showing your feelings in public. This isn’t what you’re usually known for, so you may be a bit embarrassed, but don’t stop yourself. We all need to express our feelings. When you feel your eyes begin to well up with tears, let them fall — even if it’s a song that inspired them.
This is me almost...
All of a sudden, you’re feeling quite emotional — and even showing your feelings in public. This isn’t what you’re usually known f
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Peace on Earth/Little Drummer Boy with Will... →
I really don’t care for Will Ferrell, but this is phenomenal.
25 years ago from today (now yesterday) I was the reason my mother ruined her life.
It feels like the higher that number gets the more I feel it is a spit in the face.
As if Christmas wasn’t depressing enough.
It was too cloudy to see the geminids tonight.
I’m beginning to think I’m a magnet for people with BPD.
On the ride home from Mikes it started snowing.
I’m working the rest of the week, I can’t wait for my check.
I CAN’T WAIT TO GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!
Today my blue tooth usb port came in the mail finally.
So now I can use it as a remote when I’m watching...
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I’m beginning to think that my medication just takes physical emotion away.
So far I’m just as depressed, I’m just more poetic about it.
I’ve got to start taking notes about what I want to write about.
Lately my thoughts are too rushed and angry to keep any topic straight.
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“They say that cigarettes will kill you, eventually. Fine. That’s just...”
– Element Girl, in Sandman #20: “Façade”